Tuesday, September 7, 2010

my heart was...

hurgh....can i feel like dis...owh my...i think i can run from this feeling problem...now look....its always and always looking for me....
owh my...
what should i do...
i really dun like this kind of feeling...unwell,guily,...
argh...i'm sick of it!!!
why me...
why me...
n why me...
is it true that i'm an evil person???
heartless???
blackheart...
4 those whose my frenz???
argh!!!
pliz give me some space to persuade my life...
pliz give me some space to make my life smoothly further...
pliz give me some space to survive alone wif my owns ways...
pliz.. and plizz...
dun u ever try to grab my life from me...
pliz....
i want my own life...
wifout nothing...
wifout feeling unwell...
juz only me and dear God,Allah...

i will cry..
i will mad..
i will crush the biscuits..

if i cant standing anymore to hold Urs exam...

why,
when i am sincerely for my frenzship..
there are many obstacle around me..
are me a bad person
whose cannot being frenz to other???

btw,..
i realise that
all the obstacle
will make me more
and more..strong enough..

'i luv my ownself '.....

-12:28am,8/9/2010.....at my rome ( after my frenz , amal was hurt by me )